Pointless rambling

I think I'd have been hurt, but that's the way these things go, on and off the Internet.  Empty rooms without a note.  Could have at least said, "I'm sick of you.  Let's never encounter each other again", but no.  Keeps happening.  There's that thrill of someone to talk to, someone who responds in unpredictable ways, that high of interaction.  You'd think that I'd learn, but I'm just that much of an Aspie.  Fire burns, but that warmth and light and movement is impossible to resist.  I used to get angry, I used to cry, but now there is no high or low.  Too much to do.


... Yeesh.  What dark pit of angst did that crawl out of?

I have recently decided that, as far as I'm concerned, when it comes to people talking to each other sports is the most boring topic imaginable.  I actually seriously considered hitting my head against a wall.  Ugh.

Egg is cracked!  Maybe it'll hatch soon!  I keep thinking about getting another one, but then I'd have to promote two eggs every time I posted.  And while casual browsers of the flists of baxil and solsticedawn may click for one, two is a bit dubious.  I suppose if it ever reaches adult.  Or if I find an egg too interesting to resist.

Most Halo gamers aren't exactly cerebral, to put it diplomatically.  But now and again...  Okay, yeah, it's still not that exciting.  But I like the

"And they are changing me

And I am terrified

 

And they are changing me

I am not terrified

 

Now they have changed me

(I'm coming)

You should be terrified"